I am going completely crazy. I haven't had a boyfriend for a long time, I haven't had sex in a long time and I feel like I'm going to lose my mind. I am not good looking, I am not imagining it and I feel like most men don't give a shit about anything else. I just want to feel a man's arms around me, i want to feel a man kiss me and make love with me. Just because I don't look like some goddamn barbie doll does not mean i don't have the same feelings anybody else has, but a lot of ignorant people make the rules. I have a lot of positive qualities. I'm smart, I'm nice, I'm emotionally very loyal, I'm sexually very free and open, i have a good sense of humor, I like myself, not to sound too egotistical but i would make an excellent girlfriend. Know what kind of man i get offers from? Some severely mentally ill homeless guys. I'm not gonna touch them. yecch.