Last night at diet class they did it. I've been going to that damn diet class for over a year and they didn't do it so I didn't think they were going to do it but they did it. They made us do the same mental exercise that got me upset enough to quit weight watchers years ago. This is supposed to build confidence but it doesn't build mine. We were supposed to list other things we were successful at and I couldn't think of a damn thing, let alone five. I can't even hold down a job. I had to quit college because I hated it so much I wanted to try to kill myself. Men don't like me because I'm not pretty and I'm weird and I can't stand the idea of having kids and I don't kiss men's asses. I don't have any money. I'm not quitting my diet but I had to listen to three hours' worth of music I love when I got home last night because it was the only thing that could cheer me up, at least temporarily. I feel so useless.